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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

"Jeff V." of Lulu.com responded to my last correspondence with more of the same. Here's the relevant chunk of his correspondence and my reply:

Jeff V.: Please be reassured that Lulu holds no rights over the content you published and/or you retired. We will not distribute or use private, retired, or any content not made available for distribution within your account settings.

Me: You've already done this. That's why I wrote you to begin with. In fact, Google indexed the private work Lulu.com made available on its web site. Would you like to see my screen shots?

Jeff V.: If you use the Site after Lulu has posted a change to these terms on the Site, you are agreeing to be bound by that change.

Me: That's a nice way to rope users into changes that don't benefit them and then force them to accept the consequences. So I'm bound by the member agreement in force now. There...

Monday, October 17, 2011

Revised for accuracy on October 20, 2011.

So, I read my last blog post to my genius engineer husband, who had something of an epiphany when I finished.

Genius Engineer Husband: Can you revise the projects you have on the Lulu.com site?

Me: I think so.

Genius Engineer Husband: Why don't you replace the contents of those projects with your blog entries?

Me: (o.O) That's a great idea! You heat up dinner, and I'll go see if I can do that!

I went upstairs to my desk and logged into Lulu.com. Turns out that even though I can't delete my projects, I can change the covers and contents of those projects as part of a revision process*. So I kept the covers of my projects intact, but the contents are very different now. They're the history of my quarrel with the company, comprised of the blog entries I made about...

Monday, October 17, 2011

I'm prefacing this longish post with something of a longish apologia. You see, I'm somewhat embarrassed to be seen with Lulu.com in the same way one might be embarrassed to be seen with a high school bully at the prom. I feel an almost reflexive need to explain that we didn't arrive together, that I'm not Lulu.com's date or anything and the only reason I was talking to the company at all is because its mother sells Tupperware and one of my aunt's Wonderlier bowl lids melted in the dishwasher.

Yes, the company's services have their place, but as a writer building a career in traditional publishing with a bouncing baby novel on the way, it's somewhat important to me that readers of these posts understand my use of those services was for the creation of private keepsakes only. Vanity publishers like Lulu.com are stigmatized for good reasons; they're predatory, and they set unrealistic expectations about the potential for self-published books.

Perhaps that's why I'm so...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Several years ago, I printed two books for myself via Lulu.com. They were mementos of my early writing, intended for me alone, and I made sure they were private. Today, as part of a personal data sweep and planning session, I checked in with Lulu.com and found they had both been made public and were both for sale on the web site. Not only that, an 'author' page had been created for me (I need a Lulu.com 'author' page like I need to be shot in the foot), and the books were listed on it.

Naturally, I made the documents private again and even tried to delete them. But Lulu.com won't let me delete the completed projects or the files they were created from. I can't find a customer support phone number anywhere on the site, and I've read through various web searches that the company doesn't answer e-mail inquiries (though I do intend to try e-mailing customer support this evening).

Now, there's nothing personally incriminating about any of my old stories and poems. They're...

Thursday, October 6, 2011

In the last 24 hours, I've had to address two instances of social bullying from people who used the good manners and good will present in professional and personal situations to say wretched things. Both instances were perpetrated by repeat offenders, and both happened because they thought that nobody (and certainly not a middle-aged woman) would have the courage to call them on their bad behavior.

I did. Both times.

For me, it's important to remember that people who engage in social bullying of this sort are engaging in emotional violence, and they succeed when I remain silent about it. Further, the bullies are counting on my need to preserve the professional or personal situation over my need to preserve my dignity. Women can be especially vulnerable to this tactic, since we're often socialized to do just that. But when I cave to that impulse and say nothing, my strength is sapped and my self-worth is compromised. I am made small. There have been times in my life...

Sunday, October 2, 2011


  • A crock pot full of apples, cored
  • 2-4 tsp. cinnamon, to taste
  • 2-4 tsp. nutmeg, to taste
  • 3-4 cups sugar, to taste


  • Core the apples.
  • Add spices and sugar.
  • Put mix in crock pot.
  • Cook on high for 1 hour.
  • Cook on low for 9-11 hours.
  • Remove lid and cook for 1 more hour.
  • Blend mix with an immersion blender until desired smoothness is achieved.
  • Try not to eat it all at once!
Tuesday, September 27, 2011

I've taken the requisite week off after finishing the last chapter of Twilight of the World Sea People, and I begin a section pass tomorrow for Chapters 13-17. I'm really looking forward to it too; they were the hardest and most alien chapters to write, but I felt great about each one as I finished it. I honestly don't think they need much, but I owe them a look before I begin the final edits.

Sadly, I'm only working two days this week; Wednesday Sean and I are taking time for a very late Mabon celebration that will probably take the better part of the day, after which I have Gaelic class in the evening. Friday, I'm heading into town for a physician-prescribed massage, a pile of errands and a trip to my comic pimp err...rather, my local comic shop (there are 'New 52s' to buy, after all). This weekend is for apple picking, juicing and wine-making, which ought to make my sister Chelle happy, 'cause when I brews it, she mulls it! Next week, however, I'm back into...

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Last Wednesday, I began an intermediate session of TIP (Total Immersion Plus) Gàidhlig classes through Sgoil Gàidhlig. Tomorrow, I begin the Atlantic Gaelic Academy Intermediate I Gàidhlig session of classes via Skype. I confess I didn't study nearly as much through the summer as I had planned, but I still believe my Gaelic has improved tremendously in the last year.

I like the combination of formats I'm utilizing to learn the language; the informal Sgoil Gàidhlig classes that focus on speaking skills and the formal AGA classes that focus on grammar. However, I should stress that I've come to believe it's not possible to achieve fluency via grammar-based classes alone. Here in Nova Scotia, I meet with other Gàidhlig speakers and learners once a week, and I also have the opportunity to interact with fluent Gàidhlig speakers quite often in social settings. So I believe my most meaningful learning is happening...

Thursday, September 22, 2011

I've completed the "Things to Read" side bar on the front page of my web site, which links to a selection of poems and stories you can either read online for free or buy in digital edition back issues of the magazines they appeared in. I had originally intended to re-publish some of my printed stories through Kindle and other venues, but I think I'd rather point you to the original publications where I can. The digital editions aren't very expensive, the work in them is beautifully-presented and if you buy one, you'll get the whole issue to read.

I've listed all the poetry I've published online but only a few of the stories available in PDF. Of the poetry I've listed, I like the Strange Horizons poems best, and of the stories, I like The Longest Road in the Universe best. So if you're interested in browsing just a few pieces, you might start there.

You can find the whole list at: csmaccath.com....

Monday, September 19, 2011

Ruidhle an Fhìdhleir (web site|Facebook) premiered last night as part of the Atlantic Film Festival. Sean and I went to see it along with the set of short films it appeared with. It was the best of them, inasmuch as I could be an objective critic, and it was lovely to see so many familiar faces on the screen. I was also pleased to find my name in the credits!

When the film is available for purchase, I'll post a note with information about it. In the meantime, here's a link to another of Marc Almon's Gaelic films, Faire Chaluim Mhic Leòid (The Wake of Calum MacLeod), which is also excellent.

To watch Faire Chaluim Mhic Leòid, click here.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I've read a number of blog entries in the last week about today's remembrance of the September 11th attacks. A few have rightly commented that in some respects, the media's spin of the ceremony would seek to supplant our own, natural grief.

However, I'm grateful for the news today, because 2001 was the beginning of a dark time for my husband and me. In particular, the events of September 11th that year occurred atop a pair of personal tragedies that made it hard for me to connect with the greater tragedy of the terror attacks. I went numb. I shut it out. I focused on what I could solve; the problems in my own life.

I've always felt badly about that, because I wanted to grieve then, and I still do. But it gets harder, the farther it passes from the present, to mourn that day and what came after. I've promised myself that someday I'll go to the new 9/11 memorial in a good suit and sit for awhile, and find out what my own, natural grief actually feels like....

Friday, September 9, 2011

Twilight of the World Sea People is now a completed draft. The last chapter is nearly 11,000 words long, which means it needs a measure of pruning, and the last couple of paragraphs need the spice that makes all good endings savory, but these things belong to revision and not to drafting.

I've read that other writers have a catharsis of sorts at the end of their projects, but all I can think about now are the problems I'll be addressing in Monday's work; the two thousand words I wrote today (2,000! I was motivated!), the last couple of paragraphs, whether or not I want to spin one of the hooks for the next novel differently, etc. I think today I was just a word machine. I wanted to be done, done, done.

I have requested beer and apple pie from my husband, who called me after I IM'ed him a moment ago and made all his office-mates cheer into the phone. Tomorrow and Sunday, I'm scrubbing my house and car until they are gleamy and smelling of soap. Later next...

Thursday, September 8, 2011

I used to think it was somewhat cliché for a writer to claim that characters 'arrived' in her head and needed to be written 'their way'. I know better now and would add that one of the great joys of writing is discovering where the story is going before anyone else does, as it unfolds on the page.

I have some interesting places to go in Book II.

Very close to the end of Book I. Writing the last 1000ish words today and tomorrow.

Friday, September 2, 2011

I had a breakthrough about the narrative structure of the last chapter yesterday evening, which propelled me forward pretty far this afternoon. So it was a good writing day, the best I've had in awhile and on a difficult part of the denouement, no less. If all goes as expected, I'll have the novel finished in the next couple of writing sessions. Now all I have to do is figure out how to celebrate...

My apologies to anyone I might have ignored in the last few weeks, or failed to respond to, or what-ev. I've been a little single-minded lately. =)

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Today I spent much of the afternoon at the CBC Radio studio in downtown Halifax volunteering as a set-dancing, Gaelic-singing, Gaelic-speaking extra for the forthcoming Gaelic short film from Opolo Pictures entitled, "Ruidhle an Fhìdhleir/The Fiddler's Reel. This was a post-production sound fill for part of the film that needed new material, including the sounds of feet step-dancing (hence the title of this post), the sounds of people clapping and encouraging a fiddler and step-dancer, additional singers for the chorus of a Gaelic love song (which most of us already knew) and 'walla' conversation in Gaelic.

The film premieres on September 18th at the Park Lane Empire in a block of films called 'Atlantic Shorts' and tells the tale of a mysterious fiddler who falls for a farmgirl in depression-era Cape Breton. It has won the National Screen Institute Drama Prize and stars Shannon MacDonald, Patrick Bennett (a talented performer and an all-around great guy), Angus MacLeod and...

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Could it be? Do I dare to hope? IMDb: Wonder Woman (2015)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

So, if you signed up for the newsletter in the last couple of hours, could you go back and do it again? I've over-written my database without checking for new subscribers.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I don't have a ton of time this evening to detail my holiday, but I will say that it was one of the most pleasant weekends I've spent in a long time. Both The Full Monty and Anne of Green Gables were brilliant shows, and the actors and crew I met were fine people. Of course, my friend Katherine was the most brilliant stage manager of all; I mean, that goes without saying. =) You could practically see her backstage, gleaming and all that.

Here then, is a link to my photos: Prince Edward Island, 2011.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I've uploaded my rebooted web site to our server, and it's accessible now at csmaccath.com. Please note that it's not quite finished yet, but I wanted to close my Flickr account today and point folks to my own image galleries, so I jumped the gun a bit and finished all but one or two things this afternoon. Here's what's changed:


For the most part, this reboot takes the long-running, somewhat personal site I had and turns it into a professional web site for my writing career. There's more information about the Petals of the Twenty Thousand Blossom series, the theme has changed, the menus have changed, my social networking links are more prominent and I've provided a site map so folks can find the old content I don't link to anymore.

Quarterly Newsletter

You can sign up for my new, quarterly newsletter directly from my web site without having to sign up for an account...

Friday, July 22, 2011

At one time, this bibliography represented the body of my research for Petals of the Twenty Thousand Blossom. However, I realized many years ago that for the better part of my species and planet-building (alien physiology, land ecology, etc.) I neglected to add my scientific sources to this list. Since most of those were Internet science resources, and since I didn't bookmark them, there are gaps in my bibliography where these subjects are concerned.

Therefore, this is a best-effort bibliography of my pre-draft researches, reasonably accurate with the aforesaid caveats to 2007, when the primary world-building for this series was completed. I have excluded resources I reviewed and subsequently discarded along with resources specific to world-building and the writing craft in general.

Of course, none of the individuals whose work is represented here have endorsed my novels, and any factual errors present in the final series are surely mine.

... more
Wednesday, July 13, 2011

I've finally taken the time to set up an Amazon.com Author Page. You can find it here:

Sunday, May 8, 2011

My milling of Alasdair Mhic Cholla at the 2011 An Cliath Clis Milling Frolic.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Tonight is the first board meeting for Dìleab: The Association for Intergenerational Language Transmission in Nova Scotia. This organization is spear-headed by Dr. Emily McEwan-Fujita, who has asked me to sit on the board primarily as a technical advisor and web site developer. This is an exciting opportunity for me and for Triskele Media, because it means that I have the opportunity to integrate more fully into the Gaelic community here, and my business has the opportunity to work with Gaelic organizations.

Later this month, Dìleab will be co-sponsoring a lecture by Dr. Leanne Hinton entitled, 'Bringing the Language Home: Language Revitalization in the Family', which will coincide with Dr. Hinton's visit to Nova Scotia. If you're local, I hope you'll come.

I'll post more on this as time passes, and I have more to tell.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

It looks like I won't be able to make it to the Celtic Gathering Canada 2011 after all. Our first several months in Nova Scotia have taken their toll, and we need to focus our energy and our income on our new life here for awhile. Maybe next time...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I'm delighted to report that my poem entitled, "When I arrived, this is what She said" will appear in the Fall 2011 issue of the very fine poetry journal Goblin Fruit.

I've been asked to provide a reading of the piece, so I think I'm going to head to Peggy's Cove and see if my iPad can successfully record my voice against the sound of the ocean hitting the rocks there.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I've just learned that attendees of the Celtic Gathering Canada 2009 have asked if I'll be teaching bodhrán again this year, so my bodhrán workshop has been added to the 2011 schedule.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

The traditional Scottish Gaelic milling group I sing with, An Cliath Clis, will be recording its second live CD at the annual An Cliath Clis milling frolic in late April. I'll be singing two songs for the CD, Alasdair Mhic Cholla and Coisich a Rùin. The CDs will be $20 each, and they'll be as close as you can get to authentic Gaelic song without passing the cloth yourself.

It also looks like I'll be offering a presentation about the preservation/revival of Gaelic in Nova Scotia at the Celtic Gathering Canada 2011 in Mansfield, Ontario. I delivered two presentations at the first Celtic gathering two years ago; a survey of Celtic languages and a bodhrán workshop.

Saturday, February 26, 2011
Coisich a Rùin1

Coisich a rùin, hù il oro,
Cum do ghealdadh rium, o hi ibh o;
Beir soraidh bhuam, hù il oro,
Dha na Hearadh, boch orainn o.

Beir soraidh bhuam, hù il oro,
Dha na Hearadh, o hi ibh o;
Gu Seon Caimbeul, hù il oro,
Donn mo leannan, boch orainn o.

Gu Seon Caimbeul, hù il oro,
Donn mo leannan, o hi ibh o;
Caraid2 geòidh, hù il oro,
Ròin is eala, boch orainn o.

Caraid geòidh, hù il oro,
Ròin is eala, o hi...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

UPDATE: Pentacle Magazine hasn't updated its web site since Autumn 2010, and its editor hasn't responded to my query about this piece, so I have withdrawn it and submitted elsewhere.

I'm pleased to announce that my article, "Blood Rites: The Case Against Animal Sacrifice" will appear in a forthcoming issue of Pentacle Magazine. The article is a polemic against the practice of food-based, ritual animal slaughter in Paganism.

For those of you who aren't Pagan, perhaps a bit of explanation is in order. The practice of animal sacrifice in modern Paganism is relatively new and primarily confined to farmers and homesteaders who are members of reconstructionist denominations and their close circles of fellow practitioners. The animal is slaughtered for meat, part of the meat is offered to...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

I am delighted to announce that my poem "A Path Without Bones", which was published in the Spring Equinox 2010 edition of Eternal Haunted Summer, has been nominated for the 2011 Rhysling Award.

This is my first Rhysling Award nomination, and I couldn't possibly be happier about it. My thanks to Rebecca Buchanan, editor of Eternal Haunted Summer, for giving this poem a voice.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

I've been interviewed by Deborah Blake! Check it out here.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I am a Druid member of the Order of Bards, Ovates and Druids who prepared the attached gwers as a gift to the Order upon completion of the Ovate grade. If you are a member of the Order in the Ovate Grade or higher, you can request the password to this document by sending me an e-mail that contains the first sentence of the first paragraph on the first white page of your first Ovate gwers.

Yours in the Grove,

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I've been interviewed by Rebecca Buchanan for Eternal Haunted Summer! Check it out here.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Rebecca Buchanan of Eternal Haunted Summer was kind enough to interview me for the Winter Solstice 2010 edition of the journal. That interview is available online now.

This marks the end of my publication year, which was again somewhat sparse, not because I'm not selling anything, but because I'm not writing anything short. The novel is close to completion, however, and my hope is that next year, I'll be able to list that sale at year's end. In the meantime, here's what I published in 2010:

"The Motif of Sovereignty in Irish Poetry." Aontacht 3.2. September 2010.

Eternal Haunted Summer. 21 December 2010...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

As a result of an internal error in moving my e-mail account from one web host to another on November 13th, I temporarily lost the ability to receive mail on the csm (at) csmaccath (dot) com account. If you tried to send e-mail to me on that account between November 13th and November 17th, I did not receive it and ask that you please re-send it. Thank you.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I'll be singing with An Cliath Clis on Thursday, November 25th at Citadel High's 4th Annual Céilidh in Halifax.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Alastair Mhic Cholla1

Alasdair Mhic o ho
Cholla Ghasda o ho
As do laimh s' gun o ho
Earbainn tapaidh trom eile

Chall eile bho chall a ho ro
Chall eile bho chall a ho ro
Chall eile huraibh i chall a ho ro
'S haoi o ho trom eile

As do laimh s' gun o ho
Earbainn tapaidh o ho
Mharbhadh Tighearna o ho
Ach-nam-Brac leat trom eile

Mharbhadh Tighearna o ho
Ach-nam-Brac leat o ho
'S ged 's beag mi fein o ho
Bhuail mi ploc air trom eile

'S ged 's beag mi fein o ho
Bhuail mi ploc air o ho
Chuala mi'n de...

Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Ged a Sheòl

Ged a sheòl mi air m' aineol
Cha laigh smalan air mi' inntinn
Ged a sheòl mi air m' aineol

'S ann à Boston a sheòl sinn
Dol air bhoidse chun na h-Innsean

Rinn sinn cordadh ri caiptean
Air a' bhàrc a bha rìomhach

Trì là roimh n' Nollaig
Thàinig oirnn an droch-shìde

Shèid e cruaidh oirnn le frasan
'S clach-mheallain a bha millteach

Trì là is trì oidhche
'S mi ri cuibhl' ri droch-shìde

Chaill sinn craiceann ar làmhan
'S bha ar gàirdeanan sgìth dheth

Cha robh ròpa 's cha robh òirleach
Nuair reòth' e nach robh trì ann

Bha còignear 'na seasamh
'S bha seachdnar 'na sìneadh

Sin nuair labhair an caiptean
"Illean tapaidh, na dìobraibh

Nuair a ruigeas...

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I have resigned as poetry editor of Aontacht, effective today. Please direct any poetry submissions for that magazine to aontacht (at) druidicdawn.org.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Aontacht Volume 3 Issue 2 is now available for download at the Aontacht web site.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Ma Phòsas Mi12

Ma phòsas mi cha ghabh mi’n té mhòr
Ma phòsas mi cha ghabh mi’n té mhòr
Ma phòsas mi cha ghabh mi’n té mhòr
Gur beag an té dh’fhòghnadh dhomhsa.

1) Cha ghabh mi’n té fhada, cha tig I rium fhín,
‘Nuair a thig I dha’n leabaidh bidh croit air a druim,
‘Nuair shíneas i ‘casan bidh ‘phlaide ‘gam dhíth
‘s bidh mise leam fhín ‘s mi reòidhte.


2) Cha ghabh mi’n té fhriodanta, radanta, ruadh,
A chumadh an conas ‘s am mallachadh suas,
Cha bhiodh i fad’ agam airson a cur bhuam,
B’e turas gun bhuaidh dhomh ‘pòsadh....

Monday, September 20, 2010

My poem "Leviathans" is up at Strange Horizons.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I have just learned that the critically-acclaimed speculative fiction magazine Murky Depths has won the 2010 British Fantasy Award for Best Magazine/Periodical. Congratulations to Terry Martin, the whole editorial crew and all the artists and writers who contributed to this success.

Which would include...

Me! My epistolary short story "The Longest Road in the Universe" was published in the magazine last year, so of course I am especially excited to hear about this award (Incidentally, that publication marked the first time my name ever appeared on the cover of anything too, so...like...SHAZAAM!)

Monday, August 16, 2010

I am delighted to report that my poem 'Leviathans' has been accepted for publication in Strange Horizons.

Monday, August 2, 2010

I have taken on the roll of volunteer poetry editor for Aontacht, an online publication of Druidic Dawn. What follows is a call for submissions.

Volume 3, Issue 2,
Deadline Aug 15, 2010

The Celts understood the Wild Earth as sovereign, as a goddess; what is sovereignty and how can we apply this to our everyday life?

For this issue, I'll be looking for poetry that addresses the relationship between the sovereign and the land as expressed in Celtic cosmology and literature. Your interpretation of this theme might be Pagan, Christian, historical, modern, fantastic or other. You might write free verse, structured verse or prose poetry. Submissions should be sent in the body of your e-mail as plain text to aontacht (at) druidicdawn (dot) org.

Volume 3...

Sunday, June 27, 2010

This is a bodhrán duet I played with Tristan at the Chelsea Sounds & Sights festival in June, 2010, which was recorded and cut by banjo player Dave Foster. I thought we sounded pretty good!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

"The Interstitial Fairy Demolition Crew Casts a Circle" is now available at Eternal Haunted Summer.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The new C.S. MacCath web site went live today at 7:15 p.m. EST.

Friday, June 11, 2010

When I first learned this song as a child, I thought it was about flowers.

Where Have All the Flowers Gone?

Where have all the flowers gone?
Long time passing
Where have all the flowers gone?
Long time ago
Where have all the flowers gone?
Girls have picked them every one
When will they ever learn?
When will they ever learn?

Where have all the young girls gone?
Long time passing
Where have all the young girls gone?
Long time ago
Where have all the young girls gone?
Taken husbands every one
When will they ever learn?
When will they ever learn?

Where have all the young men gone?